Young.

i’ve come to the conclusion that i hate indian food. hate. absolutely hate. i tried “real” indian food last night after i’ve been eating “unreal” delicious indian food. to everyone that i said it was good. it’s not. i lied, not knowing i lied -_- no offense to my wonderful indians out there(but its okay because none of my indian friends follow me) *gag

why would you say i can try out and tell me you support me and then when i make the team you say no. did you think i wouldnt make the team? well i made it, and you’re just going to take this away from me like its nothing. you’re always saying you want me to live my life and do alot of things and school, so why doesn’t cheer count? i dont get it. you are ALWAYS holding me back from my full potential and you always have excuses for everything. its not personal? it is personal. dont say this is for the best because its not. i dont see anything good coming out from this. you’re mad bc i have a c in chemistry? um excuse me but that is my only low grade out of all my classes and its not like everyone has A’s in that class. you act like its the end of the world and i can’t handle cheer. you are always controlling me and im tired of it. you say you’re going to be supportive no matter what but honestly you’re never suppportive of what i do unless it has to with academic. you’re being an asshole and a really big jerk and ALOT of other things. you annoy me and im going to continue to slam the car door everymorning until the season ends..which is in march, next year. I really hope you regret making me quit the team. i sound like a brat but why would you just take away something that was mine. it was already in my hands. i worked my ass off for a spot on the team. i went to practice and tryouts even with a fever and you KNOW i was really sick so dont tell me its not a big deal and that i can do it next year. dont think im going to get over it right away, dont call me and try to be all buddy buddy with me because i am going to reject your phone calls. idgaf if you get mad for giving you attitude because you have nothing else to take away from me. I worked for it and you just took it away like nothing. You are the last person i would think to do that. I dont care if people say im overreacting because im not. i have so much more to say but it doesnt matter bc you’ve already made up your mind. The one thing im actually good at.

jason mraz AND christina perri at the HP in september! Omg they are like the soundtrack to my freaking life!! I need those tix!! Back seat or front row, whatever! I am going to see them!!

• in need of new nail polish, i haven’t bought nail polish in forever!! esp. black and glitter nail polishes. I think black can be so cute and clean looking if applied correctly, need it now!!
• can’t wait for this weekend! My birthday weekend and going to vegas on sunday with ma besties <3 it’d be better if i was turning 21 but whatever! Instead of clubbing we will eat. hehe
• i have a really ugly scar on my leg that i am very self conscious of so i decided im going to wear maxi dresses until it fades away.
• i need to get a maxi dress LOL :(
• im so excited to watch the cabin in the woods because it looks like such a scary twisted movie..those are my faves
• oth ended officially, so heartbreaking :( no more naley moments, or brookes beautiful raspy voice, or cute chase, annoying chris keller, mouth and milly, cute little jamie (well before), or my fav…skillz. wont be seeing little logan grow up with quinn and clay either </3 no more crying over someone being in the hospital or crying because you related so much to brooke. No more shows that will ever relate and impact the way one tree hill did <3 When my kids are my age, i’m going to buy them all the dvd sets and make them watch it so they can live one tree hill like i did.
• i will visit north carolina all day and visit all the place it was shot it. it will happen.

this post just went from excited to depressing..:( theres only one tree hill.